September 23, 2008
i still have a lot of honesty in me but i cannot write directly about my life. it isn't my mode of operation, it remains my excuse to never let someone in fully no matter what i feel. people are imaginary if you can't see them, even if they are real, even if you have heard them.
and so i am sparkless again, when it comes back i don't want it to come back in the same way that i'm used to.
Posted at 07:29 pm by dilutedspark
August 6, 2008
a more accurate representation
Posted at 09:24 pm by dilutedspark
May 28, 2008
i wish we had something more in common than our pretending.
Posted at 04:50 pm by dilutedspark
April 18, 2008
why have we stretched out so far? why have we stretched out so far from one another? i wonder what it's like to be a capitol, or maybe i mean capital. a capital letter or a capitol of some very important state where you are brave and bold and loved. my heart always wants to pull me east but i was born west. a lovely someone sent me music which shall probably break my heart in beautiful ways for the next week; i get sad because spring never really comes here and because of various reasons which lead me to move only in circles. time is fickle and i am eating it up.
Posted at 07:16 pm by dilutedspark
April 4, 2008
besides, these are merely bodies...they are not meant to define us.
Posted at 08:22 pm by dilutedspark
